Lately, I’ve been laying low.. Out of everybodys radar… Stans, jimmys, tommys, bruce, noi, bighead any one and everyone.. No body has talked to or has seen me in years maybe once or twice mayb 4 times.. thats it.. for a couple of hours.. I dont call no one.. No one calls me.. Simple as that.. Im the only mutha fucka i know out of everyone that has their own mutha fucking website with a blog open to the public to see what the hell is on my mind.. or what ever..
To make it simple.. i put this blog here for yall.. not for me.. I have my own hidden journal online.. that you cant see.. stan and jimmy know about it.. noi and tommy too but i dunno if yalls remember.. but any ways.. this blog is here for yalls..
Since im never around no more.. I cant be there for any of my boys to talk when they need some one.. I cant be there for any one no one at all.. This is here for when you feeling down, when you feeling bored.. when you feeling alone when you dont know what to do.. this is here.. 24/7 errrdayyy.. read it.. listen to it.. comment on it.. what ever you do.. your are reaching out to me.. and me having this here… is reaching out to you.. ya digg??
Anyhow.. this is my opinion on waiting.. Never wait. Life is to short. Although you’d love to wait and you feel like you should wait. Dont. for a hour or so is koo at the store waiting for some one.. but other than that.. NEVER ever wait.. plain and simple.. in the end it works out for the best.. Oh yeah one more thing.. always tell the truth.. you dont have to lie to kick it.. the truth hurts more and hurts less in situations.. But in the long run.. its for the best.. thats how the mind works.. Im forreals.. Been there done that..
I wish life was simple as possible so i could relax and not stress or be depressed at times.. Alot of things on my mind.. Alot of things i want to do with my life.. But its up to me.. All the choices I makes up what happens to me.. Good or bad.. Its living and learning..
Oh yeah one more thing.. Im a crazy as mutha sucka.. aite? Come see me on a bad day.. hahaaaa.. Naw but forreal im straight chill down to earth and im koo…
But if any mutha EFfffaaaahh catches me on a bad day.. and is in my face trust me im not scared to die..
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