I can only hope for the best… Next year… Haven’t been taking care of my self.. Letting too much people take advantage of me.. I guess being nice isnt always a good thing… Being nice in certain ways would work I guess… I just gotta do what I do that will take me where I want to be. All i gotta do is just smile.. And things will be alright.. Cause people dont know me… Im the strangest, craziest mutha fucka I know… Im sure theres other people that think a like.. Thinking they are the strangest craziest mutha fuck they know… Haha… Its all good.. I know what im about… my goals, my dreams, what i want in life… its actually simple.. but this society im in makes it difficult…
Monthly Archives: December 2007
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Seriously.. When it comes to running a business. Business is business… Don’t fuck around. Its not fun and games.. For the past 3 years I just sat here and watched how operations went, Who is serious, who knows what they are doing, and who knows what they are talking about. Not to say any names but. A poorly managed business will fall quickly. If the employees arent happy then the business has no one to work. That equals no income for the business. But seriously its kind of too late to turn this place ar0und with out bending over backwards even more. $6k creditline here, $10k creditline there, $5k creditline at that store, $2k creditline at the other store… Loan for a building, Loan for other things.. thats easily $60-100k in debit. To make money you MUST spend money. Now, the world revloves around credit. If you dont have good credit they wont trust you with giving you credit lines.. Well, kinda to late for that huh? Fucked that all up. Poorly managed business. If a business is a Corporation it can claim bankruptcy and it wouldnt affect the owner… The owner takes a big loss in what was put into the business thats it. So you either find some one to run the business right or you close it down. Simple as that. Business’ make it or break it in the first two years. The 4th year starts next year. Its still struggling.. Did it seriously take 3 years for me to have full control of this hell hole? To save a family business? Just because I was 20-21-22 almost 23 now does that make me not mature or smart enough to run a business? Its kind of fucked up if you ask me. The youth is the future why didnt I get my chance before? I didn’t move out here for nothing so now that I have full control Its my turn to make this shit work because Im planning to make a six-figure income. Kind of fucked up if you ask me. I just had 2 interviews, 2 assesment test passed and wanted to interview, two offered to hire and Garmin wanted an interview. Thats fucked up that i turned down opportunity to do something I want to do. The reason why I came down here. It was a dream.. And now its a hell hole. Its fucked up. But anything is possible if you put your mind to it. I finally have my chance even though it in the hole! Off the top of my head it would take about 2-3 years to get this place running properly enough to ware I my self can make a six-figure income. For now Id probably have to settle for $20k-30k income.. so by the time about 26-27 I should be making a six-figure income. If I turn this place around. my goal is to make a six-figure income before 30. Im still on track.. I have the opportunity lets see if its possible. For the people that know me and heard the words out of my mouth about making sixfigs and the ideas and thoughts behind my dream… Its possible but lets see it in action..
The fucked up thing is half the shop space is rented out to a family member. They do granite fabrication and installation. They make easily $500-2k profit on each job. They are supposed to pay $1800 rent and half the utilities. They use more light and more water their heater is on more too. They’ve been here since late october. Paid rent once. not utilities. Is $2000 to much for rent for one month and utilities for 2 months? if your rent is $1800 to begin with? Most companies require a deposit and first month rent first. Rent is usually due on the 1st of the month for that months rent.. I threw a pad lock on their door because they didnt pay rent… Is that wrong? If the full amount of $2kish was promised on a day. It should be there.. If not let it slide for a day or two.. But then after that day or two.. Oh we’ll have it thursday another 6 days later.. Thursday roll around havent seen any of their works in 4 days… No body pays.. I put a pad lock on it. Im sure they cried about it.. I was told to unlock it so i unlocked it. If they dont have the money by the 1st of january 08 Im putting a pad lock on the door and not opening it till they pay their current balance and if they want to stay $1800 for januarys rent and when the utilites come in they must pay that too and have a check ready. They have money I dont see why they are fucking around. Business is Business.. One of their employee always says hes pissed off cause he does alot of fabrication and gets paid shit. Thats a problem. Employee not getting paid enough and alot of income is coming in? and not paying rent? Some body needs to get kicked out. The overhead for this building is about $5,000 a month..
I can make $5,000 a month.. Just gotta spend money out of my own pocket and do things I want to do that brings in income.. The “core of the business” You dont look at how much debt you have and stress about it. You think about how much money is to be made out there and how to do it.. And bring in that money. Then all that money you bring in pays off that debt you owe. Simple as that.
No body understands me fully… Im like a puzzle.. People know bits of me and put it all together you got my story.. LOL..
I dont talk much… I just observe… Im the silent type… Not really shy any more.. but I seem shy… something like that.
Pretty much to know me you gotta really be intrested to know me or you wont find out… I listen to other people and actually listen.. Do people actually listen to me? Don’t wasted my time.. Just tell the truth.. Simple as that.. The truth doesn’t hurt as much in the long run… It only takes a few conversations to know or understand a person… And I can only assume what they are like from what they tell me.. Not everyone is perfect. There is no perfect. You are only perfect in the eyes of the beholder.
Today is Xmas.. And well i have yet to get any real sleep within the past 48 hours.. Ive been up all day all night.. cant sleep.. thinkin’ too much.. sleeping on the couch for 1 hour or so watching a movie doesnt count as sleep.. For the longest time I remember.. I’ve been alone for the holiday season.. Every year.. its the same.. nothing.. just by my self.. sure friends and stuff etc.. but I dont feel loved.. and I have no people to share the love with.. it sucks.. I dunno.. its just me i gues…
From some where.. “Treat yourself the way you want to be treated by others .. love yourself and you will be loved.”
I guess its me.. =(
Thanks to Stan for show me this vid.. LOL
I ran outta gas on the highway.. right in front of the Power Ball sign…
Well, I went to get gas and it stopped at $7.77. I decided to drop $10 on power ball. I didnt win but It was exciting.. =)