Today is Xmas.. And well i have yet to get any real sleep within the past 48 hours.. Ive been up all day all night.. cant sleep.. thinkin’ too much.. sleeping on the couch for 1 hour or so watching a movie doesnt count as sleep.. For the longest time I remember.. I’ve been alone for the holiday season.. Every year.. its the same.. nothing.. just by my self.. sure friends and stuff etc.. but I dont feel loved.. and I have no people to share the love with.. it sucks.. I dunno.. its just me i gues…
From some where.. “Treat yourself the way you want to be treated by others .. love yourself and you will be loved.”
I guess its me.. =(
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