Things have been really different in life lately. . . Being alone all this time dont kno what to do or think. I just have my self. No moral support from family since the teens. I dont give a rats ass what anyone thinks of me. I try to giv up on life but hope always finds a way. Mother earth has a plan for me. Broken mind, heart, soul. . . Still searching for a cure or the end. Millions of thoughts cross my mind in a second. Subconsiously reviewing the past in less than a heart beat. .