itzdarave

aka iamdengman

Category: Dear Journal

Re: Long rant on facebook

“Wow, little cousin……I hope you feel better after that. 🙂  I can see you like to write.  Keep on writing.  You are very good.  You said you are keeping a journal right? Besides your Blog that is.  I can feel your emotions in your writing.  I truly appreciate the sincerity and honesty in your writing!  ” Yeah, I like to write.. =)  My cousin said it all right there..

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Lies. . .

All my life.  There has been lies told to me.  Nothing new to me.  Lies.   Should I expect the lies? or should I be supprised?  What would the world be with out lies?  Sad that honesty works better than lies.  The truth hurts yet it doesn’t in the end. ‘Cause after all we are here to live and learn.  There isn’t nothing to lie about so why lie?  Ain’t […]

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2009 It’s Here Already. . .

Been gone from the place I knew all my life for 4 years now? I dont remember lost count… dont care anymore…  I rarely visit the place any more.. Its sad when I go back…  It always has been.  I did some pruning on my facebook and myspace… Go figure..  Just to see what happens.. When all contact is lost from a place I used to call home… Next step is […]

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*sighs* =(

Well, i just uploaded a picture of my niece and nephew on myspace.. and as i was looking at the pictures again.. it just hit me.. and i just became sad.. Just the split second of how my nephew when he used to just crawl.. he would follow me around the house right when i got home off of a long day at work.. he would sit there and watch […]

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So, my mom missed out..

Last weekend I went to Illinois to pick up a hatch.. Julie said she saw my moms at the viet store.. So i called my mom twice and she didnt pick up.  My moms didnt get to see me. She didnt tell me she was going to Illy.. She usually does.. or has she been going with out saying?   But anyways.. thats kinda fuxed up i guess.. she goes to […]

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RE: Facebook message.

“Always follow what your gut feeling is telling you!!! 🙂 You can’t go wrong with coming out here….it’s a big city and the fastest growing one in the country, so there is plenty to do. It is beautiful here…so your always happy to wake up and get your day going. We would love to have you back in our lives all the time…we miss you a lot!!! But….do what your […]

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Been Thinking Alot Today..

From myspace bulletin: Aug 24, 2008 5:09 AM Things have been really different in life lately. . . Being alone all this time dont kno what to do or think. I just have my self. No moral support from family since the teens. I dont give a rats ass what anyone thinks of me. I try to giv up on life but hope always finds a way. Mother earth has […]

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