itzdarave

aka iamdengman

Category: Dear Journal

Tired.. Blah

this past month and some odd weeks.. what a pain.. very very very stressful.. cant really stay on track cause im always multi tasking and always get caught u doing one thing.. and forget another thing… thats why i write shit down.. and go with that.. but some times people just talk to me and say blah blah blah.. and i cant remember shit all the time.. i get at […]

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Conversation With A Friend…

This is just a recap of something… “Itz Darave: naw dude its not selfish xxxxxxxxx: no it does Itz Darave: to think what u think Itz Darave: anything u think or do or say is okay… Itz Darave: but there are consiquences Itz Darave: for every thing Itz Darave: good or bad Itz Darave: life is simple Itz Darave: but we make it complicated Itz Darave: to fit in with […]

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The Cure For A Broken Soul

1. Love – friends, food, family, living life.. etc… 2. Soulful music – R&B, Chicago House music, real hiphop.. 3. hope- belief in a better something… Something like that I guess..  Ive been through a lot.. Ive met alot of people.. Out of all those people Ive met.. A little of something ive learned from them.. Living and learning.. Out of all those people Ive met… Do they really give […]

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But What Can I Do?

Went to Tonys corporate function with him.  Had a few drinks meet people he worked with etc etc… About 11pm we decide to go upto thaiplace to see khema… We called but khema wasnt working since he did take the week off.. LOL.  We still went up there..  I pulled up in the parking lot and I said.. “…is here.. Oh well..” Got out and we went in.  Thats our […]

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First Post of The Year..

Well, Nothing has changed.  Some people say oh I feel like the year has started better already.. Yeah.. because aint shit happen.  I sat there in the background like I wasnt there.. Drinking on my crown and sprite that the bartender made me.  Told here to make me something special.. LOL..  While the ball was dropping everyone was all cheering and excited waiting to drink their champagne.. While I sat […]

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Last Post For 2007…

I can only hope for the best…  Next year…  Haven’t been taking care of my self.. Letting too much people take advantage of me..  I guess being nice isnt always a good thing…  Being nice in certain ways would work I guess…  I just gotta do what I do that will take me where I want to be.  All i gotta do is just smile.. And things will be alright.. […]

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To Tell Ya The Truth..

No body understands me fully… Im like a puzzle.. People know bits of me and put it all together you got my story.. LOL..  I dont talk much… I just observe… Im the silent type… Not really shy any more.. but I seem shy… something like that.  Pretty much to know me you gotta really be intrested to know me or you wont find out… I listen to other people […]

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