itzdarave

aka iamdengman

Category: Dear Journal

More Alive Than Ever..

“The way life is. Live it, Learn it, Remember it. Look towards the future. There are no what ifs. Just do it and live with it or Change it.”  What can i do? Nothing but keep on moving.. living life..  I forgot what the feeling of love was.. and how it feels when your heart drops… The burn.. what a feeling.. Live and learn.. Remember it.. The future is this […]

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LOL… At Everything..

Seriously, tired of rumors.. Tired of the drama..  Tired of everyones BS.. I dont want to be apart of their loop.. Im on my own flow… Jump on if you please.. If not peace! I’m down the river already.. The people that know me, that actually care, that actually want to talk to me about their problems or issues.. you know how to get ahold of me.. Im out of the loop.. […]

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Truth Is…

I’ve always wanted to treat some one right.  I’ve always wanted to be next to some ones side.. I’ve always wanted to be my self in front of her..  I’ve always just wanted to be me.  I’ve always wanted her to like for me not for me trying to fit in with the world..  I’ve just been my self and I’ve done what I could.. And I dont know what […]

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Got My New Project Today…

New car to build… to keep me sane.. I havent talked to Nara all day.. *sighs*..  I miss her very much so.. Id love to hear her voice right about now.. I guess her phone died and she lost her charger again.. =/       I barely slept at all last night… and I got a huge headache now… I just hope shes alright.. *sighs*

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Thursday, March 20th, 2008 11:12PM

Well, I dont know what to think.  Its hard to believe some one is serious if they seem to be confused and not sure.. Its hard to make a commitment if you dont believe in your self… Marriage in the other hand.. thats serious.. it takes two… a big commitment from both parties.. but if one still doubts their self after being engaged? how will that turn out?  On another […]

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