itzdarave

aka iamdengman

Category: Dear Journal

I dont know..

Last few months have been off track for me.. Undecided on what i want to do again.. at least i still wake up early enough to enjoy some of the day.. and go home and sleep.. instead of staying up all night.. work.. has been busy.. but its mainly all body work.. and I only enjoy doing body work at night.. during the day is to hot, and too sunny.. […]

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Dear Dan.. Danielle..

Heres the truth… I feel bad that I always blow you guys off.. I try not to avoid your calls. Im always at work.. over 12 hours a day 7 days aweek.. Tony is stuck here helping out now and he doesnt really know what the heck he is doing unless told what to do… but i guess hes in training… or what ever..  Champaign is the worst city I always […]

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Wow..

I Urinated in a cup, got my blood drawn, might height and weight etc.. for my Life insurance / retirement plan.. it was intresting.. havent gotten to see my blood drawn in a while.. it kinda made me woosy.. cause each beat of the heart was flowing into a tube.. LOL!! but i weigh 198.5  with my uniform, wallet, fone, keys and pumas.. lol.. im 5’91/2″ with my shoes on.. […]

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Guess This Song..

“I love this way cause I got it as a kid With so much to give from it, I never hid The love that I wrote on the mirror it got smeared My friends say it was a change for the better But I say, girl you changed my forever Relationships they can be as strange as the weather Rain or sun we can sing this together”

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Things Never Go My Way…

I know things dont go my way.. all the time.. according to plan.. It sucks.. but what can i do? Nothing exactly.. Change? Thats about it.. But some times no point in changing if theres no better than where im at.. I usually dont make plans of my own… Cause my  plans fail.. so i dont plan things out.. i just wing it.. freestyle.. And things come out alright.. Sure […]

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