To the people that know me, sort of know me, dont know me…
I’m silent because I’m and observer. I’m shy but I’m really not. Life is serious yet its not.. I live life everyday like it was my last day living.. Not saying ima go out and party hard everyday.. I live life accordingly to how the world turns.. I cant control when Im going to die so why should i go out and live life to “the fullest” everyday? For all i know i could die any second.. but then again I hope to live to see the next 30 seconds.. I live life accordingly.. party when i want to, drink when i want to, sleep when i want to.. get it? Life is simple.. live accordingly.. hahaaa. Living and learning.. thats what I do.. when some one needs a friend im here.. any one.. i dont bite.. you need an opinion ill tell ya.. you want the truth ill tell ya.. you may not hear what you want to hear.. but the truth comes out of my mouth alot.. I tell it straight.. Its hard to explain who i am thru words.. its hard to explain what im about.. its hard to explain what I’ve been thru… But in my mind.. its all good.. Scratch that..
This is what I know: you have friends, family, and your self
But its up to you who is a real friend and who is real family and who you are..
a friend is some one you can talk to about random shit any time.. or do anything random at any given time..
family is your homies, your loves, your pets, your blood..
who you are.. is what you show the world.. how you present your self to the world, how you carry your self..
who your friends and family are to you? Foreal forreal? They are no body..
Why do I say that?
You yourself is the controller of your self.. your being your thoughts your reactions.. its all about you..
As for me.. i know who my friends are.. i know who my fam is.. and i know what im about..
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To sum that up.. Im not scared to die. Im down for what ever. Forreal forreal you dont know me.. Cause i know what im about..
Lol.. reading that.. if i was some random mutha fucka coming on here and read.. “To sum that up.. Im not……….”
Id be like damn that niggah is crazy.. but then i would think.. something else.. I would think that person is a serious person.. reading that shit.. lol.. but foreal though.. you see me in person? do i seriously act serious? haaaa…
See thats whats funny about whatever this is “personalities” “people” “human beings” or what ever..
You never know anything about a person.. You can only assume.. You can only hope..
I my self.. I care less about anyone.. why? because i am my self.. the controller of my mind and body..
you should feel the same way too.. you have issues too that you dont tell people about you know what you are about.
Like i said its all about you.. no one else..
damn this entire post makes me seem weird as fuck.. but seriously do i care? let the world know…
so to whom ever read this.. if you really needed me.. for any reason.. ask me.. and if i seriously think its worth my time and effort.. i can do something.. cause im down for whatever..
Cause im living.. Im learning.. this is what life is about right?
Categories: Dear Journal
live life one step at a time. slow and steady wins the race son.
yeh yeh mideivel times end of april let me know for sure when yall coming up. i be 21 then. we can go party hardy in the city finally!