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Thing<\/wbr>s have been reall<\/wbr>y diffe<\/wbr>rent in life latel<\/wbr>y. . . Being<\/wbr> alone<\/wbr> all this time dont kno what to do or think<\/wbr>. I just have my self.<\/wbr> No moral<\/wbr> suppo<\/wbr>rt from famil<\/wbr>y since<\/wbr> the teens<\/wbr>. I dont give a rats ass what anyon<\/wbr>e think<\/wbr>s of me. I try to giv up on life but hope alway<\/wbr>s finds<\/wbr> a way. Mothe<\/wbr>r earth<\/wbr> has a plan for me. Broke<\/wbr>n mind,<\/wbr> heart<\/wbr>, soul.<\/wbr> . . Still<\/wbr> searc<\/wbr>hing for a cure or the end. Milli<\/wbr>ons of thoug<\/wbr>hts cross<\/wbr> my mind in a secon<\/wbr>d. Subco<\/wbr>nsiou<\/wbr>sly revie<\/wbr>wing the past in less than a heart<\/wbr> beat.<\/wbr> .
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From myspace bulletin: Aug 24, 2008 5:09 AM Things have been really different in life lately. . . Being alone all this time dont kno what to do or think. I just have my self. No moral support from family since the teens. I dont give a rats ass what anyone thinks of me. I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dear-journal"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=129"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/itzdarave.com\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}